Life... Getting better...or...getting worse

Ola Blogger!

Well, it seems my new year resolution isn't really moving forward at all. Still now using my blogger and still don't know what I want in life. Very depressing!

...!But!... I finally quit my job as a groomer and I think my colleague didn't expect it. Well she wouldn't know, since she was the one forcing me to retreat my post as a groomer. She said, "You are selfish to want a lunch hour!" and "You are selfish to want your salary on time!". She really doesn't want to understand me at all. I have been fighting to get everyone there salary on time, and I have been fighting to get everyone a reasonable lunch hour as a break (since we don't really have breaks) to rest hour body from stress. I am so disappointed in her! She shout at us like we are nothing and doe not respect us. Once she even told me, "I don't see you as my partner cause your skills are not good enough to pair up with me!", this is what I've been trying to tell her for a long time, she is too full of herself. This is what my opinion is, "YOU ARE THE SELFISH ONE!".

Any way I am throw with this nonsense. I am resting and at the same time trying to find a new job.

I even found myself playing a online game (World of Warcraft). It is really interesting, and I love these RPG games. Well..., I think I might as well talk about this game from now on, he~he~!

New year resolution

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It's once again days for celebrations.
Wishing everyone the best in 2013.
This year my resolutions are:

- to find a new job or to open my own business (the one I have right now sucks, salary comes late, and I'm being treated like I'm nothing)
- to once again work hard and earn more
- to find Mr. Right
- to travel more
- to write more about my thoughts

And last but not least

- to upgrade myself in every way!

Not much, but I need to fulfill them all.
What about you?

Suffocating feelings

Starting my day with an uncomfortable feeling.
I've been having troubles with a certain colleague at work, and some how I am to confused to see through every event that has been or is happening. My personality is turning upside down ...
I need to free myself from this nightmare. Never felt so depress from work, never felt like running away from someone, never felt like shutting down myself. Is this really normal, can't I live my life and work with out others to corner me!

Tiring Party .......

Have been working like hell this past weak. Last Saturday we had lots of customers which means lost of dogs to was and cut. We also had to stay up late working in a club cause our boss was having her birthday party. We all thought we would have a seat when we were tired but reality was harsh.

The party started at 11 pm and we stood till 4 am. For me this was hellish, it's been so long ago that I stayed up and I never liked being in a club. The only thing that kept from leaving was; Nelly's concert! My boss actually paid him to come to her birthday party and do some performance.

I loved it, but the music was too loud, my colleagues and I were already tired and my feet was in so much pain that once Nelly's show was over we left the club. When I reached home I just wash my face and slept on the couch. It was too late to enter the bedroom where my sister was sleeping.

Since that day we have been busy with work and it is really hard to recover from the stress and tension in my body.

I really am tired and want a vacation!

Good bye, my dear little friend

On the 27th October 2011 at approximate 4:00 am, my baby ferret "Mickey" left this world at the age of 9.
For ferrets, he lived a long life, even though he was sick with Cushing syndrome and was in a long term treatment, that may have helped to prolong his life, but he was just too old and his body couldn't keep up anymore.

I remember the day when I found out about him and his siblings. I didn't know Sarah (their mother) was pregnant and when I started cleaning the cage, I found six pink and naked little ferrets. I was even bitten on my leg (Sarah suddenly appears and defended her babies). I was in shock!

Micke was always the cutest among the his siblings . When he was younger, he would suddenly ambush my leg and he even successfully caused a mark on my nose. I really miss him....

Feeling depress

Living with my sister under the same roof is dreadful. Every time she gets angry she would isolate and ignore the person she is angry at, sometimes when she is in a bad mood she does that to bother my mother and me. I never see her doing this to her friends and she always make me feel like she is the boss which I really hate.
Whenever she make that face, that looking down on you "face", and not hearing to anything your saying, that is the part where I always get anglry. I really don't know what to do, and this depress feeling is fusing with the stress from work too. Sooner or later I might get crazy.

Not ordinary at all

Today is the first worse day in 2010. Vovo got a seizure at around 3:00am and it is not over yet. The doctor said it has to be some problem from the nerves in the head. This morning he had 37*c, and now he has 38.9*c.

Hope he gets better, I don' t want him to leave us so soon.


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